what are you wondering?
that's the fact you have to face..
you always mess up with all the things around..
this is not the first time you meet this kind of pandemonium..
you lurch to one side again..
standing precariously..
you have no where to cling to..
who will sympathize you this little bruise?
your face of sorrow is just a funny joke..
no more grievance please..
what do you think you are?
you're just nothing..
not even a tiny little thing..
you are doomed to failure..
you can't complete a simple stuff..
you will not have to chance to..
cause you are just a useless retard..

get out of here now..
leave the place where you'll just be held up to ridicule..
stop being stupid..

i hate you..
don't let me see you once again..
i'm amazed by your persistence..
but you're just literally an idiot..

please stop

i'm tired with all this sadness

i've climbed so hard to survive

but eventually

i fall again for just a split-second

let go of me

i've done nothing good, at last..

there's still a long way to go

but

i'm lost

once again, in this hazy thick mist

who gonna save me

from myself..