time.

i guess there are too many things to be considered.
i even doubt if i have chosen a good way to go on.
everything around is just so unfamiliar and strange.
but, i don't have much time.
i still can't untangle a plot.
i'm just so unsure of myself.
somehow,
i feel so exhausted.
hours by hours, days by days..
i know,
there's a terminal section.

maybe i'm just a fake.
a swindler who wears a mask,
roving around, playing around.
i thought,
it's obvious, and so apparent.
but, maybe...
it is not.
it's just somewhat ridiculous.

i try to apologise,
but you don't want me anymore,
not even listening a word from me.
leaving me here, all alone,
in such a cold and darkness.
i'm sorry,
for the proud i was.
for the selfishness i did.

i'm tired of,
wandering,
awaiting,
and hoping,
things that can't be actualised.

i'm defeated..

Peace Please.

Please take away all my yesterdays.

Please take away all my broken dreams.

Thank You.

I highly appreciate.